8 XXX : Stuffers

"I’ve spent the past two weeks eating as much as I can and really trying to gain. And fuck it shows. I feel like such a fatass. I know I’m far from it, but for me I feel huge. For years I was told I needed to be skinnier. As a ballerina, it’s almost required. This would have been my nightmare body 5 years ago. But now? I kinda like it. When I wasn’t at work, I was just laying in bed eating thousands of calories and shoveling my face with snacks. I drank melted ice cream, I ate whole bags of chips and containers of cookies like it’s nothing. I let myself be free and enjoy the fat." -[foryourencouragement](https://foryourencouragement.tumblr.com)
She's off to a great start ;P